Thursday, July 26, 2007
Played Out Again......
I will really like to remember today, the day when I kena Played out. I was being offered a job, a job that I dreamed abt. The person was keen to take me in, but after waiting for 2 weeks, thinking that I already have the job and can start work on 1St august, I received a phone call early in the bloody morning tell me Sorry.
Sorry your fucking head man! Then in the first place you should not have said that you're keen to take me in and will arrange with me on the pay, etc etc.
I must have been backstab by some fuckers! Y cant some people leave me alone and live their own fucking live and again history repeats! I am jobless once more, and have to start all over again, to prove myself to people and to prove to myself that I'll do better. Today my mood is damn lousy. Really feel like setting fire to my ex company. They all should rot in Hell and DIE! I really hope the company will be overtaken by other companies and I pray hard the bloody company collapse leaving everyone jobless.
REally feeling damn down and lously....got some job offers today, but its really not what I wann do......hiaz... life is such... one min you're somebody the next, nobody can remember what good things you've done.
I got a job interview tomorrow, pay is good but the working hours sucks... and I may not have time for my darling... I think I'll turn down the offer... I'll rather earn slightly lesser and live longer... Tomorrow I shall curse the bloddy bastard and hope that his whole department kena a big complain.
3:59 AM
