Friday, April 27, 2007
Lost Within Myself.
Its been a long time since the two monkeys are in action, both of us went MIA. (Missing In Action) Big monkey which is me, was so busy with work that I have been falling sick recently. I even worked till I had suffered internal bleeding from within.
Sometimes I asked myself, "whats the point of working so hard but in the end people around you dont feel it". I have been going through a rough time recently and have even been put on medication for depression. OMG. Really feel so crazy, so down and so lost, people around me have been asking me to change my job and probably that will help me, erm... not a bad idea but..... that will mean that I have to start all over again... decisions decisions... life's always full of decisions.
What's the point of earning so much but you're not happy with life. Hiaz.... but I need the money to marry my beloved half. Even till now i am still trying to recover from my depression.
9:44 AM
