Thursday, November 09, 2006
Do we ever encounter any cases as in "girlfriend fuming if boyfriend chose to watch TV rather than talk to girlfriend on the phone when girlfriend is soooooo missing to hear the boyfriend's voice if girlfriend has gone back to her old home for a night"? ----->wow. that is long huh.
Hey, guess what, this is the ever first feeling that I have encountered in all my 26 years. The first ever feeling that I actually sulked. I have always "hmm. ok.", "it's alright." But, now, it all came to me. These little-girls behaviour is actually inhibiting in another area of my brain. Am I too ridiculous? Or, too demanding? Actually, everytime when i made my trip home, I WAS FEELING SO LOUSY INSIDE. I was having thoughts like "will he be ok?" and so on..ya, and it was ruined by a erm, "er, I finish my TV program first and then i call you."
Crash. ok lor, go watch la. But the other side of me was saying "hey girl, aren't you ridiculous? It's just a TV PROGRAM and YOU ARE BEHAVING THIS WAY. YOU AR..BEHAVING LIKE A BRAT. Can't you at least understand that he has a long day at work and he needs to rest and then he got a headache and then you are going on and on and on..you are adding stress on his SIDE!"
But then the sulky side of me will think, "But I don't cARE!! I miss him miss him maaaaa!!! Either it's TV program or me..CHOOSE!!!"
argh. I don't know HOW to think already. Just take it as I am typing nonsense. Ridiculous nonsense. But then..haiz..never mind. I just sit one corner and cry la. That is all I can think of. Lucky today is not my birthday or else it will be the worst one ever. *proceeds to one corner and sulk*
Sulky Monkey
12:54 AM
